Well its hard to imagine, but in 2 days time I will have had the Neosteel belt for 8 weeks. Time has gone surprisingly quick, and of course frustrating at times. Some days it would be in front of my mind all the time, almost “get me out of here” and strangely almost panic struck, other days I would completely forget I am wearing it until I bump in to something, or go for a scratch!
I think my other half has realised this and now has up’d the anti, she mentioned “we are going to have to take this belt more serious now”, that old “get our moneys worth” entered the conversation.
Excitement and fear all at the same time, I love the belt, I love the frustration and I love my other half, I love the control she has, and when she gets that glint in her eye, wow…!
Yesterday we had a fantastic time, taking it slow, passionate and loving each and every touch from each other, and with each touch, kiss, caress, I wanted more, I wanted it to last, and for the first time since “playing” with chastity I hit a high, the point of “I want released, but actually I don’t, I want this to last forever, and if I get released, orgasm, then its over”.
It was a very strange conflict to have, and one that I am still thinking over now, safetly locked back up.
July 3, 2007 at 6:43 am |
That sounds wonderful. You lucky chap. You have a great wife.
Enjoy … Ken
July 3, 2007 at 4:39 pm |
I know exactly what you mean when you talk of the conflict, after being locked in my Neosteel for 22 days and then given the chance for release, there comes this conflict of desperately wanting the release, but also the desire to remain on the high of chastity. I went for the release or more accurately my wife did, I don’t have the choice.
Does seem to take a couple of weeks to get to that high, unless I am teased a hell of a lot, then it build much quicker.
July 6, 2007 at 4:07 pm |
I want this to last forever, and if I get released, orgasm, then its over”.
*nods*