Well after 9 days locked up, you imagine what most guys would be like, then imagine during that time being unable to see, touch or even stimulate your penis, how much more sensative your body becomes to the touch of your significant other, how much more responsive you become.
My SO remarked on just how “responsive” I had become, with a glint in her eye, and eventually when I had begged enough to be released, she did, explosive does not even come close to describe it.
Its wierd though, in the Neosteel I feel strange, much different than before in the 3k, I dont know if its because I cannot see, touch or feel, or if it is the sheer helplessness, and relying totally on my partner, in the knowledge that so far this thing is unbeatable.
I had a funny moment as well, one morning after having a hell of a horny dream, I actually woke “humping” the bed, this achieved nothing except to make me even more horny.
Today is the 3 week mark of getting the belt, and its amazing how quickly my body has become adjusted, how quickly I miss wearing it, and yet how quickly I want out when the lock shuts. Showering has to be the wierdest part, feeling like you are standing there with your pants on…. something I suppose I will get used to.
More soon.
May 30, 2007 at 3:18 pm |
Are you still smoking? I have an idea.
Love Alison
June 7, 2007 at 11:37 am |
I think I might be able to guess what it is…..